miladycarol: (Default)
( Feb. 5th, 2009 01:09 pm)
Argh. The editing of this manuscript is just dragging on and on. I'm on my second round through the document. I'm tied to my computer now, as the changes are being made live. I am having a lot of self-resistance to this, for whatever reason. I seem to be only able to sit here for a 20 minutes before I make an excuse to plant seedlings, wash windows, paint more leaves on the trees in the mural room, make tea, give the dogs haircuts, prune the yard... are you seeing a pattern here?

I really want this done and out of my hands, yet I can't seem to stick to task without the feeling my eyeballs are going to bleed. It's really not the content, though it does need a lot of massaging and polish, it's me. I just can't seem to sit still. I can't focus. I feel horrible about it, and I think that feeds my agitation. Today, I've decided to make a fair go of it and just do as many pages as possible and I've already made a huge breakfast, three pots of tea, I've done a load of laundry, watered the plants, cleaned the kitchen twice and a few other little things. This is me focusing??? *rolls eyes* I really need to save me from myself. *headdesk*


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