Update...

[miladycarol]

You know, it occurs to me that I am flustered. I apologize. I’ve been rotten lately and I know it. I just feel like I’ve been standing at the balance point of a see-saw and haven’t been able to stabilize for a while. I’ll get over it. My coping skills know no bounds… they just are occasionally shuffled off to the back of the closet every once in a while.

I’ve had supper and a cup of warm apple juice. I’m calmer and ready for bed. I’ve also just looked down from my un-secure point and noticed that the ground looks soft and sandy. It seems like a really nice place for me to jump off the see-saw. A soft landing in the near future. Just one more day of sale…