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I’ve not posted for a while, yet there is so much to say. I’ve actually even written much of it, I just haven’t posted it. I’ve had a lot of new and exciting business things going on, I’ve had another date with Jamica, a wonderful concert, an incredible spiritual event… all these things that are incredibly post-worthy. Yet, I’m having trouble sitting at my computer for too long, so they don’t reach the public view.
I’ve been very preoccupied with keeping love, light and energy flowing to someone very special to me. Jeremy is missing. Yet I refuse to allow myself to think anything negative, for the negative isn’t going to help any. It is challenging to stay positive and hopeful when worry and fear are crowding me and pressing in at all sides.
I’ve told everyone I meet to send positive thoughts his way. I’ve held prayer circles. I’ve meditated deeply sending energy to him. Always out, though. I’m too scared to try to receive… just in case. If my mind is not completely occupied, there is Jeremy. His handsome, smiling face, his laugh…
No matter how important the other things happening in my life are, right now, Jeremy is the most important. Posting anything else, seems trivial in comparison.
My prayer to the Universe:
I intend that Jeremy Sculley is alive, well, healthy and happy. I intend that he will pick up the phone and call me. I intend him to do this very soon, for the highest and greatest of good. So be it.
It is done, it is done, it is done.
I’ve been very preoccupied with keeping love, light and energy flowing to someone very special to me. Jeremy is missing. Yet I refuse to allow myself to think anything negative, for the negative isn’t going to help any. It is challenging to stay positive and hopeful when worry and fear are crowding me and pressing in at all sides.
I’ve told everyone I meet to send positive thoughts his way. I’ve held prayer circles. I’ve meditated deeply sending energy to him. Always out, though. I’m too scared to try to receive… just in case. If my mind is not completely occupied, there is Jeremy. His handsome, smiling face, his laugh…
No matter how important the other things happening in my life are, right now, Jeremy is the most important. Posting anything else, seems trivial in comparison.
My prayer to the Universe:
I intend that Jeremy Sculley is alive, well, healthy and happy. I intend that he will pick up the phone and call me. I intend him to do this very soon, for the highest and greatest of good. So be it.
It is done, it is done, it is done.