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I have been harboring a great deal of nervous anxiety the past week. I found a couple of small lumps in Morgana's side a few months ago. I took her to the vet and the cell sample test came back questionable. I just took her to the vet this morning to have the lumps removed. I'm sure everything will be fine, but I've been so nervous and sad about this. She is so sweet and innocent, why Morgana?
After the cell sample, the lump they took it from grew large and hard. I'm scared. Morgana is eight years old now and, mortality being what it is, I know I can't be physically with her forever. That's the logical aspect of the situation. Normally, logic is my mainstay and guiding force, but I'm afraid I'm terribly human about these particular matters and I think it completely unreasonable that we should ever be apart.
Well, I'm spending an edgy day at home waiting for the vet to call. I'll know more by 4pm. *sigh*
Super powers. That's what I wish I have. Everyone probably wishes they could have one or two really super powers. Most people want to fly, have super strength, stuff like that. That's really cool, and I could do a lot of good with those abilities, but the super power I have always felt a tangible desire for is healing. I'm envisioning the concept of touching someone in pain and easing that pain by either dispelling it or taking it into my own body, assimilating it, breaking it down, and channeling it out in a positive way. Maybe it is because I am an empath, I have just always wanted to be able to cure others. I have no desire to be a nurse nor a doctor. I am not convinced medicine cures. This would have to be a non-scientific type of cure. Pure energy. I've learned Reiki, familiarized myself with herbs, studied alternative energy working... it just doesn't seem like enough. I never know if I've helped someone or not.
Survey: If you could have a super power, what would it be and is there a reason you feel connected with this power?
After the cell sample, the lump they took it from grew large and hard. I'm scared. Morgana is eight years old now and, mortality being what it is, I know I can't be physically with her forever. That's the logical aspect of the situation. Normally, logic is my mainstay and guiding force, but I'm afraid I'm terribly human about these particular matters and I think it completely unreasonable that we should ever be apart.
Well, I'm spending an edgy day at home waiting for the vet to call. I'll know more by 4pm. *sigh*
Super powers. That's what I wish I have. Everyone probably wishes they could have one or two really super powers. Most people want to fly, have super strength, stuff like that. That's really cool, and I could do a lot of good with those abilities, but the super power I have always felt a tangible desire for is healing. I'm envisioning the concept of touching someone in pain and easing that pain by either dispelling it or taking it into my own body, assimilating it, breaking it down, and channeling it out in a positive way. Maybe it is because I am an empath, I have just always wanted to be able to cure others. I have no desire to be a nurse nor a doctor. I am not convinced medicine cures. This would have to be a non-scientific type of cure. Pure energy. I've learned Reiki, familiarized myself with herbs, studied alternative energy working... it just doesn't seem like enough. I never know if I've helped someone or not.
Survey: If you could have a super power, what would it be and is there a reason you feel connected with this power?
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I would want to use my entire brain. Not just the 12% we use (Or whatever it is).
I want to be more in tune with animals including talking to them, changing into their shapes.
And I would want to be pychic as in fully seeing auras (I can kinda see them now, but only the whiteness), reading minds, telekensises, etc.
Healing is a good one as well. Keep up with the Reiki... and don't dismiss modern medicine, it helps alot of people.
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I am here for ya.....anytime...and here for ghana....
If i were to ahve any super power...you mean beyond what I already have??? hehehe...I suppose it would be....the power to heal people as well...mentally and physically..
I LOVE You....
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