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I started writing this Monday, but I have been rather flat out for weeks now and my time is, quite unfortunately, limited. Here is the finished product of this line of thought.
I have experienced some rather odd energy lately and I spent some time on the mountaintop thinking about it. I came to the conclusion that my heart, mind and soul are all functioning and behaving appropriately. I am who I am. I have no secret agendas. If I like someone, they should know it. I’m pretty obvious about my emotions, or at least I perceive myself to be that open. If I’m in a bad mood, chances are it isn’t any one person and, if it is, I’d let them know as kindly as I am able. I would rather work it out than have to release that anger somewhere else. I try to never hold a grudge. I like to keep a nice energy flow allowing all bad happenstances to become so much water under the bridge. It may take a few months to travel past that point and wash out to sea, but I get there eventually. There is no reason to take all that negativity to bed with me at night. It just makes me cranky and I grind my teeth. This, in my book, is not good.
In this busy season where my time has not been my own, I’d like to say something to you all. I want you to know that I love you dearly. You should know that… nay, you should feel that, regardless of how much time I might have to devote to you at different periods in the year. Please never feel like I may be slighting anyone without talking to me. Check in with me and assess what might be going on in my life. I could be having health issues, I could be fraught with heavy schedule demands, whatever. If that is the case, I beg your patience. If not, feel free to talk to me. I always appreciate a well deserved slap upside the face. *grin*
Happy Holidays.
I have experienced some rather odd energy lately and I spent some time on the mountaintop thinking about it. I came to the conclusion that my heart, mind and soul are all functioning and behaving appropriately. I am who I am. I have no secret agendas. If I like someone, they should know it. I’m pretty obvious about my emotions, or at least I perceive myself to be that open. If I’m in a bad mood, chances are it isn’t any one person and, if it is, I’d let them know as kindly as I am able. I would rather work it out than have to release that anger somewhere else. I try to never hold a grudge. I like to keep a nice energy flow allowing all bad happenstances to become so much water under the bridge. It may take a few months to travel past that point and wash out to sea, but I get there eventually. There is no reason to take all that negativity to bed with me at night. It just makes me cranky and I grind my teeth. This, in my book, is not good.
In this busy season where my time has not been my own, I’d like to say something to you all. I want you to know that I love you dearly. You should know that… nay, you should feel that, regardless of how much time I might have to devote to you at different periods in the year. Please never feel like I may be slighting anyone without talking to me. Check in with me and assess what might be going on in my life. I could be having health issues, I could be fraught with heavy schedule demands, whatever. If that is the case, I beg your patience. If not, feel free to talk to me. I always appreciate a well deserved slap upside the face. *grin*
Happy Holidays.
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